Just Got A New Laptop

Hi, couldn't add anything because my computer crashed. Have a new laptop now though. Had a really rough day on Sunday, pissed on Monday, but all better now. Couldn't figure out my purpose in life and I just felt so alone. What does a person feel like if they don't believe in God, I wonder. That would be so confusing and so awful, I would think. No hope to hang on to, etc. So grateful for my friends and family. Family especially.