Very tired today

Very tired today, not sure why. Feels good to sleep though, not complaining.

Trying to write a business plan for obtaining grants to start my business. Hard to do though because I'm not sure what to type and having problems coming up with the financial projections. Makes me wonder if I'm smart enough to actually run a business after all. One of those days, I guess.

Had dinner with my family yesterday. They don't even realize how much they cut on me in all their little jokes all day long. It really hurts and bothers me but I don't know how to bring it up with them picking on me even more. Sigh. I guess I'll just leave it alone, as usual.

I'm lucky to have friends and family I can talk to. Many people are all alone in life. The only problem is if I tell a single person in my family, somehow the whole entire world knows exactly what I told that person in confidence the day (or hour) before. I'm just frustrated today, I guess.

Enough ranting and raving. We all have our bad days, this just happens to be one for me.